Confused...
Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.
I don't know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don't know what to do
Feel sad for many reasons
Money, lust, hatred
Can't handle it all
Eyes crying
Body dying
No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.
I don't know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don't know what to do
Feel sad for many reasons
Money, lust, hatred
Can't handle it all
Eyes crying
Body dying
No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning