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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Those who know what this is about will understand. And i really think i am losing my mind over this. I was fully prepared to call him this morning and say i give up completely and that he'd never hear or see me again unless he made it so but that if he ever did need me for anything on the off chance i would have something he needs that i'd be there for him and all he ad to do was call but that i'm giving up cause it just hurts too god damn much, but he got on the phone and i heard his voice and i just couldn't do it. I can't tell him goodbye. i can't even tell him goodbye on the fucking phone becasue the idea of never even talking to him hurts so much that i simply say talk to you later. i can't handle this and i don't know what to fucking do so if anyone can help please do. It'd be muchly appreciated but until then i'll just be here, going crazy, and feeling my heart crumble into pieces.