Dear Allysin
Well, life isnt perfect by a long shot. But it's still pretty damned good right now. Even with you being fussy ^_^. Sadly right now you aren't feeling very well. Poor mnchkin, your cutting your very first tooth ^_^. We are keeping you content though ^_^. And you have officially discovered your voice today. I say this becuase you have now started responding to our actions ( kiss attack) by making smile faces with new cooing gurgle sounds, yo even attempted your daddy's wookie noise ^_^.
I am going to start applying for jobs this coming monday morning. I am sad to be leaving you at home, but I am thrilled with the new oppourtunities it will bring for the three of us as a family. It means daddy can be a full time student and get his degree and get a job he actually likes. And then mommy can go and get her degree as well. But the short term goals mean I will soon be able to afford a trip to disney for the three of us. I want to make it five and include your grammy tammy and grampy tim as they have been a huge help. Mommy and daddy want to thank them for everything they have done for us ^_^. It may just be a trip to disney, but I know it's the memories we make there with you that will mean the most to them ^_^
unfortuntely at this time your grandma cindy has still not been a very big active part in your life. But I know she will be once she feels a little more comfortable with playing with you ^_^. ur auntie jamie may even join in for the disney trip ^_^ She loves you sooo much ^_^
I am very excited that in just two weeks time you will be meeting your papa, my daddy. When your older I'll let you know just how much he means to me. And i'll fill you in on a secret. Papa isnt my real daddy, he volunteered for the job and has done it amazingly. So he is my real daddy, but not by blood. He's a much more special kind of dad. instead of doing something for someone related to him like your aunt jamie, he volunteered to be a daddy to me and your uncle davo. and thats not something everyone can do. But he did. If it werent for your papa I wouldnt have had a daddy.
Well munchkin it is off to bed for me. You have been watching a movie with me and grammy.....well.....you've been passed back and forth between me and grammy as you couldnt decide who was the better pillow ^_^, but you are now asleep and no longer fussy. Your tummy is all better from the earlier fiasco of being upset, Your gums are numb thanks to baby orajel and your diaper is clean and freash under your bunny footy pajama's. Sweet dreams lovebug. I will write you more for the future soon ^_^
Love,
Mommy