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SCORE! im hanging out with rebecca tomarrow :-D and possibly sun. which rocks! cuz she rocks. today as i drove with richie and my dad past CHS and we saw, well i saw THE KAY memorial thing... but a chill ran up my spine starting from the middle school, to the interection on the highway, and if you know what im talking about...thats like 30 second, and a chill running up your spine for that long isnt...well sane i guess? maybe im crazy? or maybe shes trying to tell me somthing, i miss her alot. latly ive been thinking about her. it sucks, some one so smart, so beautiful, why the fuck did he have to take her?!?
Well my Uncle Jim is supposed to be coming over sometime this week to help me figure out whats wrong with my computer. and hopfully the drives are not fried. since i DONT know what my sister was doing on my computer.
well ive got my kazaa back and its up and running and im getting a few deathcab for cutie songs...i love that band so much, so mellow, but the songs (some of them) are sad. but im now going to download that dashboard confessional song that made me sad the other day.
holy fuck, i just said screaming infedelitys, from the dashboard song...and another chill ran up my spine. either i was really tramatized by her death or she is trying to say somthing.
damn, i feel so empty and broken, but not because kay is gone and has been gone...but because of many other reasons. if i could explain, i would love too, but i just can...
Well my Uncle Jim is supposed to be coming over sometime this week to help me figure out whats wrong with my computer. and hopfully the drives are not fried. since i DONT know what my sister was doing on my computer.
well ive got my kazaa back and its up and running and im getting a few deathcab for cutie songs...i love that band so much, so mellow, but the songs (some of them) are sad. but im now going to download that dashboard confessional song that made me sad the other day.
holy fuck, i just said screaming infedelitys, from the dashboard song...and another chill ran up my spine. either i was really tramatized by her death or she is trying to say somthing.
damn, i feel so empty and broken, but not because kay is gone and has been gone...but because of many other reasons. if i could explain, i would love too, but i just can...