and suicide is painless...it brings on many changes...
damn, for some reason...i just dont feel happy. im gunna be calling bianca later tonight after this food in my stomache settles. >.< i dont know whats wrong, but i just do feel sad, prolly, hopfully... its just a thing of depression coming to get me, and then go away fast...
i keep listening to the same manson song over and over (suicide is painless) but its such a good song.
it could be that i have to go away for a week to a camp... but it could also be other things... my brains filled with confusion, the person i like, life, why my dad and i decided to talk again...its just a mystery. i wish things could be done easier, but thats never ging to happen. my stomache feels funny, it might be from the pizza, or having to do with a certian somthing.
im just going to shut up and call bianca around 10 or so...now to figure out what number to call...
:shuts up:
i keep listening to the same manson song over and over (suicide is painless) but its such a good song.
it could be that i have to go away for a week to a camp... but it could also be other things... my brains filled with confusion, the person i like, life, why my dad and i decided to talk again...its just a mystery. i wish things could be done easier, but thats never ging to happen. my stomache feels funny, it might be from the pizza, or having to do with a certian somthing.
im just going to shut up and call bianca around 10 or so...now to figure out what number to call...
:shuts up: