May 11, 2005 23:30
And see this is why I'm no good for anyone. Because I talk. I say anything it eventually gets me in trouble. I back myself into a corner. I'm just stupid and immature. Fucking can't explain anything. Fuck it. Fuck it all. I'm going to fucking be angry at myself.
No one trust me. Promises, no. Can't do that. Can't keep my word anymore. Fuck me. I'm done. You should be done with me too. No more Peterson. World doesn't need Peterson. He's just some fuck that doesn't know what he wants. Like a fucking little boy. FUCK.
This is why I'm no good for anyone. Because I just fuck it up. I'm a fuck up. That's all I am. No matter what. Those little things I do, mess everything up. People are better off without me. So I'm just going to be alone for awhile. I can sit around doing nothing forever cause maybe that's what I deserve. Better than ruining everything.
FUCKING DONE...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCKING SCREAMING IN MY MIND