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i can't believe it's coming to an end. this summer, i don't know how to describe it. i've experienced a decent amount of things. i guess you can say i've 'grown' a little. i haven't done everything i've wanted to though and i've missed out on some opportunities but i've tried more than usual. i'm scared to go to college. there are just so many things i'm going to have to deal with. i know everyone has to go through it all, but i have trouble dealing with things; i get overwhelmed too easily. i just hope it goes good...there aren't too many highlights of this summer. montreal was the greatest time of my life. hmmm. it's funny how i hung out with natalie like 3 times and liked her, and then stopped talking to her pretty much. annd lets see, as of now, there is nobody i like. it'd be cool to want someone again, it's a good feeling, even if i cant have the person. well maybe not, but yeah i don't know.. so much emo rambling.. i have work tommorow, 1030-7, what a shame ]; annd then i have to come home and hope that a part for my car came, so me and kev can fix it...yeah...fucking paul is gone. that upsets me. me and him became pretty tiiiight. me and him owned skate and surf and canadia. daamn. i'm going to miss him, buut yeah well i'll see him again in a few months...besides paul, none of my other really close friends went away to college. and yeah. bye <3