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[burnedyourwings]

i feel ugly. extremely ugly. this morning i was on the bus and i was thinking ...what if i was in a plane that was crashing to the ground? would anyone come to my funeral? would anyone cry for me? its those kind of times when you feel alone and lost and ugly, those are the times when you know that you need something and the fact that you are without it makes you feel empty and your life feels void and without meaning. and i hate that. i wish there was something i could do about that......

..........my plane is crashing....somebody save me.......