monster truck rallies and chili burger belching contests.........
yesterday was an amazing day, despite that fact that i felt like death and i wanted to sleep off my disease.
i called hans. out of curiousity, because i felt like i needed to talk to him. things ended on such a horrible note with us. i ended up talking to him online for quite a while. and it wasn't horrible. it was nice that we could have a nice civil conversation without the screaming and the hateful words that had so frequently made up the last few phone conversations we had. it was awesome. the best ive felt in a long time. we actually had a normal conversation and we talked and joked around. and it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. i like the happy non depressed fun hans.(in a very mutual way, i might add!)
i also talked to my dad online. he is the man. i love how he gets excited when i IM him. its so funny. i love my daddy.
i was talkin to matt and i told him i was talking to my dad and he told me to say hi to him so i did and this was my dads reply "where are you that you are with someone named Matt? It had better be the rectangular piece of cloth at the door and not a boy!" the man rocks in every sense and form of the word. I told him I was gonna make him Atkins Cake when he comes home so he can still lose weight. I LOVE YOU BILLBURR!!
"............if i lost everything in my life, even my friends, i still wouldnt kill myself cuz i got god and my gorilla guitar, and i mean if it ends like that than obviously God wants me to be the best guitarist ever........"MR
i called hans. out of curiousity, because i felt like i needed to talk to him. things ended on such a horrible note with us. i ended up talking to him online for quite a while. and it wasn't horrible. it was nice that we could have a nice civil conversation without the screaming and the hateful words that had so frequently made up the last few phone conversations we had. it was awesome. the best ive felt in a long time. we actually had a normal conversation and we talked and joked around. and it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. i like the happy non depressed fun hans.(in a very mutual way, i might add!)
i also talked to my dad online. he is the man. i love how he gets excited when i IM him. its so funny. i love my daddy.
i was talkin to matt and i told him i was talking to my dad and he told me to say hi to him so i did and this was my dads reply "where are you that you are with someone named Matt? It had better be the rectangular piece of cloth at the door and not a boy!" the man rocks in every sense and form of the word. I told him I was gonna make him Atkins Cake when he comes home so he can still lose weight. I LOVE YOU BILLBURR!!
"............if i lost everything in my life, even my friends, i still wouldnt kill myself cuz i got god and my gorilla guitar, and i mean if it ends like that than obviously God wants me to be the best guitarist ever........"MR