May 05, 2005 14:28
i am in a fogright now
i was walking down the road the other day i do this often now because im home and my car is having difficulties and i saw about 12 empty vodka bottles and baggies for coke heroin and tons of cigarette buts everywhere so i guess killing yourself is something everybody likes to do while driving im quitting my addictions in the order that they are killing me that’s why i havnt driven in about 3 months actually i drove my car off the road and got a flat tire and lost the keys and i never got my tirefixed or had the money to get a new set of keys so i guess thats why i dont drive otherwise im sure i would be like everyone else doing what everyone else seems to be doing our society has a way of pulling people in and making people do stupid things to avoid doing the things that we have to do in our everyday routine because anything is better than doing the same thing over and over and over again its better to ruin yourself than be ruined bynature or by some spiteful or clumsy person life unworthy of life
i am in the library right now waiting for my teacher because im not aloud to go to school with maria imagine that and im dead and I have work till 930 tonight so im out