Jun 24, 2003 22:28
my hair is growing rather long. its cool.
i think i might get unemployment if all else fails. just in the meantime.
my sister wants me to be a full time babysitter or her children. i dont think i can stand that. i want a job that is consistent with hours, days, shifts, pay....etc. i dont care if it seems routine. i also want to get paid more than 6.75 an hour. haha
i dont want anyone to hold my hand hug or kiss me. i can fend for myself. so i thought. dang, i have no idea what i am going to do with myself, in the short term aspect. shit. i have no real direction. i know that it is due to me letting my sister handicapp me. i hate ultamatums(sp)
i have a longing to travel and at the same time to settle down somewhere as far as living. a longing to to work in a professional atmosphere.
as well, i really want to go to school, learn and explore the limitations of my mind. stretch them. love them. use them.
i use to think i was ambitious, now i am not too sure...