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[burnedheart]

mostly i figure out how pointless it is to live at school.
we are all different. and can can't get along.
it is like this fakeness creeps around here. everyone talking shit behind
eachothers back and it is just stupid. i love being here and no one is talking to me
i just know. it is like i look in to their pathetic eyes. i can see how they want
and yearn for acceptance. how they dare not be different. how they dare not
be themselves. i see thier envy in me. in who i am. and i know that it isn't me
it is maybe what they think i stand for.... which who knows what that is.
somehow others think they know me know who i am what i am.
in all reality they think i try to be different. i could give two shits about what anyone thinks i just want to be myself. i don't want anyone to accept me or the opposite of that.
i am indifferent to most things. i feel if you are comfortable with yourself than that is all that should matter to you. not what other think of you. not how they see you.
i mean if you aren't comfortable with who you are then take another look at why you aren't and maybe do something to make a change... i don't know.