Apr 29, 2006 02:01
what really fucking sucks...is that i feel like i got played for a fool. i wish people could just let me know what the fuck is actually going on. i feel like there always something going on behind my back...someone that isnt letting me in on the whole truth. and its the worst when your trying as hard as you can to just be a good friend and all you can think about is how they dont tell you what the real deal is...or was. it makes me feel like they dont really want to be around me.
whatever....im getting over it...slowly. but i just might not be able to take much more of it.
i had a cool talk with keith today. we both find ourselves in similiar situations. and its fucking awesome to have a dude go through a rough time with you step by step. we both ended the conversation with a "fuck it!" and agreed on starting a band. looking for guitars and drums if your interested. its gunna rule.