Feb 16, 2007 15:55
Don't take it personal if I don't call you, or answer your phone calls, or if i pretend not to notice you if we cross paths at school or whatnot. It's not because I hate you, it's because I hate myself and I have to work on that first before I can handle anyone else. It is okay to worry about me, but letting me know that you're worried really doesn't help anything. It just makes me frustrated that instead of living your lives, you have to take time out of the day to think about me, which to me is a waste of time right now because I am not going to be happy until I figure out what I want and get it.
I was actually going to leave Louisville the other day, but my mom pretty much told me she would quit on life if I did, so obviously I stayed. Instead, I choose the alternative... I am going into a recluse mode. I won't ignore people, but do not expect phone calls from me any time soon. Let's just say things will change when the weather improves.
Just an FYI.