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update on the drama... i found out it stemmed from what i posted here when i was drunk. whatever. so im making this one open for anyone to read, and this is what i have to say about the matter.
ok, you have a copy of everything i wrote? good, if you had asked i would have sent you one. hell, i'll email this one to you with a copy of the other one, and maybe some other ones that had something to do with you or people you know. i dont care, i really have nothing to hide. i am who i am, take it or leave it. the world will go on spinning either way.
the disclaimer was only because i didnt want people getting offended by my belligerent, drunken ramblings. i was pissed off, and so i wrote in my journal to get it out in a harmless manner (words... yeah folks, they only have as much power as you give them). a journal is a place where you write things to get them off your chest. this doesnt make them true, or important, or anything. it isnt talking shit behind your back, because who am i talking to in my journal? im talking to myself. with a very limited audience, especially limited in the case of my journal, because i know it can at times be very inflammatory.
also, if you're gonna be a complete shit to me over and over again, you really cant get mad at me for responding. at least when i was being an asshole, i was trying to do it privately.
and lastly, remember, this is an online journal. a fucking blog. seriously, if my friendship with you can begin or end with this, then we probably wouldnt have been good friends anyways, because that's just kinda pathetic. this isnt real life people. i dont even know why you read this... hell, i dont even read my own journal. i had to go back and find out what the fuck you were talking about, because i barely even remember writing it, much less what i said.
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and now, some administrative things... from time to time (and obviously this is one of those times), i have to update my friends list to reflect the people who i think should be allowed to read my journal (this is how capozza was accidentally removed a week or so ago, for the record). if you are removed from the list, dont take it personally, cause again, this is a fucking blog. i sincerely hope you dont find your life affirmation in whether or not your privvy to it. i dont write anything important in it.
ok, you have a copy of everything i wrote? good, if you had asked i would have sent you one. hell, i'll email this one to you with a copy of the other one, and maybe some other ones that had something to do with you or people you know. i dont care, i really have nothing to hide. i am who i am, take it or leave it. the world will go on spinning either way.
the disclaimer was only because i didnt want people getting offended by my belligerent, drunken ramblings. i was pissed off, and so i wrote in my journal to get it out in a harmless manner (words... yeah folks, they only have as much power as you give them). a journal is a place where you write things to get them off your chest. this doesnt make them true, or important, or anything. it isnt talking shit behind your back, because who am i talking to in my journal? im talking to myself. with a very limited audience, especially limited in the case of my journal, because i know it can at times be very inflammatory.
also, if you're gonna be a complete shit to me over and over again, you really cant get mad at me for responding. at least when i was being an asshole, i was trying to do it privately.
and lastly, remember, this is an online journal. a fucking blog. seriously, if my friendship with you can begin or end with this, then we probably wouldnt have been good friends anyways, because that's just kinda pathetic. this isnt real life people. i dont even know why you read this... hell, i dont even read my own journal. i had to go back and find out what the fuck you were talking about, because i barely even remember writing it, much less what i said.
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and now, some administrative things... from time to time (and obviously this is one of those times), i have to update my friends list to reflect the people who i think should be allowed to read my journal (this is how capozza was accidentally removed a week or so ago, for the record). if you are removed from the list, dont take it personally, cause again, this is a fucking blog. i sincerely hope you dont find your life affirmation in whether or not your privvy to it. i dont write anything important in it.