fuck...
There lyrics are all I have felt today. Today was not a good day. I am sick, I was depressed, and not ONE person even bothered to ask why.
"Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?"
"I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes"
"And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immolate
We can burn in each other's arms"
"All those things that you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest, what of"
"If I could take back all those misspent days
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away!"
"Have you ever stopped raised your face up to the sun and screamed"
"My arms feel so numb my heart palpitates missing a beat.
The blood freezing in my veins. "
"Damn right, I am still pissed.
Next time I see your face we'll see who has the upper hand.
Kiss my fist, taste the floor, tired of your games. Fuck off, goodbye."
"And we were given this life to live,
Not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book."
"The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of forgiving"
"I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow,
but then the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye, don't you get it,
it's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on "
"Aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while.."
"I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
Then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat."