empty
I wish I could make all this pain disappear. My heart cries in the night, echoless in the void of the nothingness. Praying for some sort of peace of mind to make all my dreams and wishes a reality. But to no avail, I have to comfort myself temporarily through the meaningless and otherwise redundant travities of life. Why does she keep coming back to haunt me? Why can't she see the damage she caused and just back away and leave me alone. I find peace of a little while in the depression, comfort in the emptiness, and solice in the void. I am broken and alone. My soul shattered to pieces and the person I once was is now dead and gone. Sometimes I wonder why I still care or why I even bother to try anymore. I just wish sometimes i could regain my innocense and not have to hide my heart. I want solice, I want peace, I want clarity. God if you're listening or reading this, help me.