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just got back from the hospital.
around 2:50am i gave Zeta a taste of peanut butter on her pacifier. about 5 minutes later her upper lip was about 5 times its normal size. i called 911, had an ambulance here, had her taken to the hospital. shes on benadryl now and getting better. her whole face swelled so much and her eyes were so red.
i took my dads van to the hospital but had to get gas first. the drive there was terrible. i couldnt stop my mind from wandering off into the worst senarios i could think of. i dont know why i always do that, but i do. and i really upset myself. tonight has been one of my worst, ive never been so scared in my life. i seriously thought she was going to die because i gave her peanut butter.
so yeah, shes allergic to peanuts. no peanuts ever. no peanut oil.
earlier i broke the lifting mechanism on the power window on the driver side of my van. had to drive home from Gaylord with the window down at 10pm. it was nice and cold. lucky day.
now im going to lay down with my little girl.. shes miserable right now. i feel so bad.
around 2:50am i gave Zeta a taste of peanut butter on her pacifier. about 5 minutes later her upper lip was about 5 times its normal size. i called 911, had an ambulance here, had her taken to the hospital. shes on benadryl now and getting better. her whole face swelled so much and her eyes were so red.
i took my dads van to the hospital but had to get gas first. the drive there was terrible. i couldnt stop my mind from wandering off into the worst senarios i could think of. i dont know why i always do that, but i do. and i really upset myself. tonight has been one of my worst, ive never been so scared in my life. i seriously thought she was going to die because i gave her peanut butter.
so yeah, shes allergic to peanuts. no peanuts ever. no peanut oil.
earlier i broke the lifting mechanism on the power window on the driver side of my van. had to drive home from Gaylord with the window down at 10pm. it was nice and cold. lucky day.
now im going to lay down with my little girl.. shes miserable right now. i feel so bad.