Egypt
So....Kairos. It was alright. I know updating about Kairos should have been done 4 or 5 days ago, but I've been running low on spare time and I needed to get my thoughts together. There was drama the first two days, then it got better from there. I cried for real about two times. I don't remember why I cried the first time- but the second time I cried leads me into the next subject I want to write about.
It's a very rare occurrence that I see my friends cry or express their feelings. It made me particularly emotional hearing Nicole speak from the bottom of her heart, trying to find the right words to say, but finding it difficult because of how touchy subject was. I can't say I agree FULLY with what Nicole has done in the past to her enemies, but at least she had a good reason/excuse. Well, long story short, I went back to not liking a particular person. I've never really known anyone that was that cold, and that self centered. The funny thing is, this person thinks that they God's gift to the world or something. -And it's obvious the kind attention this person wants from people. Boys in particular. I don't understand the whole point of taking pictures of yourself in your underwear to get compliments from guys on the internet. That's why I have no doubt in my mind that this person gets boyfriends to make out with their pathetic ass all the time for no fucking reason. I leave this person's name out of this because one, everyone knows damn-well who I'm talking about, and two, this person is hardly even worthy enough for me to spell out herrr name. Yes, I'll admit that I'm even pathetic for wasting my time on trash in disguise. (I know this is pretty mean, but can't I at least hate one person?)
On a lighter note.
Stuffy noses and such.
So I guess another thing I wanted to write about is Kyle. I was thankful that Colin went out of his way to let people know about him; Know his story; and to start supporting him. All of our intentions are good for Kyle now. When Kyle comes back to school everyone has to grow up and set a good example for him. I love him too much to see anything like this happen again. I know Lucy and Colin think that, too. I'm guilty of one thing. Colin's statement about me being somewhat of a hypocrite was factual. Although I do drugs (weed), I thought the best thing for Kyle was for his parents to know. And yes, I told Kyle's mom that I use drugs, and that I may have even encouraged him in the past. But even I know boundaries. I think one of my main reasons for telling Kyle's mom was because I've had to live with drug addiction and how they affect people all my life. It's been in my family ever since I was born, and the only thing that has actually helped is the AA, NA, and rehab program(s). I know it doesn't work for everyone, but it does for a lot of people. I pray that it helps kyle.
This is how pimps do.
I missed him so much.
Me and Coley. (We know you're horrified of us. Keep your distance haha!)