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ive been thinking alot and ive decided that i really want a relationsip that is going to last. a long time. but i havent really found anyone that i really like that shares those same feelings with me. maybe i shouldnt have dated so much in my past cause now i know almost everything i want in a girl, and i just CANNOT find that person. dont tell me i will eventually, cuz i dont want to hear things i already know. im just so sick of waiting.
im so impacient.
as everyone probably knows i like rachael alot. and to tell the truth i wasnt expecting to go out with her anyways. im just glad we could go to the art museum and shit. that was good enough for me. it was actually more than i needed, and im very grateful. and our friendship is just as important to me as any relationship.
im just really looking for something/someone to hold on to. something to look forward to. im not interested in the making out, the cuddling, or the sex, just someone to be there. i want it to be more than friends, more than best friends. that and best friends put together.
im so impacient.
as everyone probably knows i like rachael alot. and to tell the truth i wasnt expecting to go out with her anyways. im just glad we could go to the art museum and shit. that was good enough for me. it was actually more than i needed, and im very grateful. and our friendship is just as important to me as any relationship.
im just really looking for something/someone to hold on to. something to look forward to. im not interested in the making out, the cuddling, or the sex, just someone to be there. i want it to be more than friends, more than best friends. that and best friends put together.