I'd rather be forever Dead than to loose you.
This Post on this sin ridden attemp of an online journal will be
directed toward Joy.
To put things simply on what i feel for her, as the title goes...
I'd rather be forever dead than to loose her. So in blood
I swear...Never to part, Lest Jealous heaven's stole my Heart
I've spent basically my entire summer with Joy. Normally I
Hate this much commitment but when im with her
im not thinking about that. What i feel for her is completely
different. I dont even know if what i feel is descripable.
I go to bed at night and the last thing i always thing about is
her, and when i get up im always wondering what time she will
arrive at my house at. But she is sooo amazing and
for all your who know her im sure you'll agree. All my past
relationships have been, as far as i can explain it, dead,lifeless
we were just there living it out until one of us ended it. Though its
always been me who ended.
(maybe im the one who was dead and lifeless)
When im with joy its not like that at all. Im always waiting for what
she will say next, or what she will do next. I know I
have only been going out with her for 4 months
but does that matter? When i started going out with her
I didnt want a relationship at all.
I dont know, Can you describe love? How is it defind,
or is it supposed to be?
I see her Face in every natural feature
I hear her voice from were the grave defies her
No longer do I want to sit through the
Cold and lonely winter. I want to be with her
So ....
We promised till we die.
I'll forever love you
xoxo