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[burn_the_walls]

Well you know, I'm more innocent than i let on,
i'm not fragile but i'm still so young
Maybe i don't break but why do me harm
well i've learned some tricks and they help me survive.
while you sleep i lie awake. i'm faking so hard.
and i hide behind so many mirrors,
when you look in my eyes all you see is yourself.
and it's a suburban jungle, baby
so i think you better blend in
and for all my camoflauge i'm
still looking for my way out
life is wasted moments
when you're counting your breath
and if life's about love then living is hell
truth is a nightmare that i'd rather avoid
so what i wear on my sleeve's not my heart but my lips
whispering deceptions as i stare in your eyes
oh i'm losing faith but what's the big deal
when a train hits my car all i'm losing is time
so much for devotion. i'm in over my head.
i won't be a slave to expectations i question.

what the hell did i mean by that? gosh. don't mind me. i'm just being emo poetic again.