heaven / earth / hell.

[burn_the_maps]

californication is beautiful and i want to flush my phone down the toilet.
my biggest dreams have been realized and now all i want to do is smoke some pot and find that girl i used to be and find those words i used to write.
i don't care about things the way i use to. i see no point in a lot of the things we do.
why do we work jobs we hate.
to buy things we hate even more.
our things have become us and make us who we are.
i don't want that kind of reality and i don't want that kind of existence.
i just want to be a writer.
again and always.