Shit!
Shit, screw everything! I wanna fucking die...I feel like crying and I'm such a fucking idiot!
What a day, nothing seems to be going right, and I hate every single minute of this. I wanna new life...Is that possible? I hope so. I know you hate me and have NO feelings for me, but I'm still stupid because I can't get over you! I dont think you understand what I feel at all and everytime you manage to crush it, in one way or another.
I dont know how long I can take anymore of this but I know I will never stop feeling something for you. And for as long as I do, you wont care, you wont think twice and everything that has happened or will happen will all be a fucking joke and mean nothing to you...as always.
It's funny how 5 minutes of fun can turn into so much pain!
What a day, nothing seems to be going right, and I hate every single minute of this. I wanna new life...Is that possible? I hope so. I know you hate me and have NO feelings for me, but I'm still stupid because I can't get over you! I dont think you understand what I feel at all and everytime you manage to crush it, in one way or another.
I dont know how long I can take anymore of this but I know I will never stop feeling something for you. And for as long as I do, you wont care, you wont think twice and everything that has happened or will happen will all be a fucking joke and mean nothing to you...as always.
It's funny how 5 minutes of fun can turn into so much pain!