Odd update urge
It makes me wonder right now, but i might just be tired, how this little baby, currently sitting still in my wifes belly, whom i have not yet met, though i already love more than my own life, could make the urge to update my journal, which i rarely do, be so strong. There is a minor complication but i have faith in the medical system, though i truly feel at the moment like i must. Terrible thoughts dance to a terrible tune in my mind now, strong perhaps from the lack of sleep. In all honesty they make me want to destroy myself they are so fierce. My wife is strong and beautiful, the traits my young one will undoubtedly inherit from her. Wish happy wishes for us, think happy thoughts, pray, burn incense, or just scream it to the heavens. Say my childs name, Aire Iray Salaiz. I couldnt be happier i think.