HELP, BIG FAVOR!
http://www.myspace.com/msryan
if you think most things are emo and hate that... then don't read this, cuz it's my reasoning behind a catharsis i will pursue soon... and that has to deal with some profound emotions... thus being emo, to many...
from the 17th-19th of june my myspace will be sort of an irish wake for the relationship that jessica and i had. we're both irish, well mostly irish, so i thought it made sense. i will make my page public, i will completely change it for those three days to reflect the good things that jessica and i were. and for her birthday, on the 19th, i will give her the gift of me letting her go. it's cathartic, i hope.
my reasoning behind this:
-i need to be done with her, but try to get rid of the bad feelings, somehow, even if it only helps a little.
-i found a poem i wrote her 2 years ago for her bday, we were broken up, i wrote it on the 17th. finding that gave me the idea, i will post it.
-i'm asking for open support from friends, because i think that will help.
-i don't know for sure why i'm doing this, just because i really believe that it will help me somehow. it feels like a good idea. a way to openly be happy about what was and sad about it being over. but admitting to myself and others that it IS over.
-oh ya, and call me Ryan because i want to go by my middle name now, thanks. it's a complete overhaul you guys. i think i deserve it.
SO, COME BY MY PAGE THOSE DAYS AND SUPPORT ME. please. because as easy as most people think this should be, its not. when i said yes to marrying her, i meant it. and it's painful for that promise to be broken. but this is me working through it. show me some love...
-ryan
http://www.myspace.com/msryan
if you think most things are emo and hate that... then don't read this, cuz it's my reasoning behind a catharsis i will pursue soon... and that has to deal with some profound emotions... thus being emo, to many...
from the 17th-19th of june my myspace will be sort of an irish wake for the relationship that jessica and i had. we're both irish, well mostly irish, so i thought it made sense. i will make my page public, i will completely change it for those three days to reflect the good things that jessica and i were. and for her birthday, on the 19th, i will give her the gift of me letting her go. it's cathartic, i hope.
my reasoning behind this:
-i need to be done with her, but try to get rid of the bad feelings, somehow, even if it only helps a little.
-i found a poem i wrote her 2 years ago for her bday, we were broken up, i wrote it on the 17th. finding that gave me the idea, i will post it.
-i'm asking for open support from friends, because i think that will help.
-i don't know for sure why i'm doing this, just because i really believe that it will help me somehow. it feels like a good idea. a way to openly be happy about what was and sad about it being over. but admitting to myself and others that it IS over.
-oh ya, and call me Ryan because i want to go by my middle name now, thanks. it's a complete overhaul you guys. i think i deserve it.
SO, COME BY MY PAGE THOSE DAYS AND SUPPORT ME. please. because as easy as most people think this should be, its not. when i said yes to marrying her, i meant it. and it's painful for that promise to be broken. but this is me working through it. show me some love...
-ryan
http://www.myspace.com/msryan