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I've had to fight back so many tears today...I'm just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. I have so much reading to do. Yet, not much time to do it in. Oh wait...I'm supposed to have no life at college I forgot. I'll just forget seeing anyone or doing any relaxing on my weekends and do homework all weekend and go right back to school on monday. Ugh...I'm tired and am having a hard time adjusting to my new RA position. I'm on duty this weekend, Thursday - Saturday.
We have to do rounds (outside) four times a night. Starting at 8pm and going all the way until 2:15 am. It's really tiring and on top of that freezing! The other night a room was busted for having close to or over 100 empty beer cans/bottles, like 5 empty fifths of liqour, and then other drinks that were full. On top of that there were two cats hiding out there. Yeah that is the stuff we deal with being RA's. So fun. What did I sign up for...will I ever get used to it? I hope I do...prayers welcome.
On top of all that on duty stuff I'm not allowed to hang out with Zack on those nights I'm on duty. That is really hard especially since there are only three RA's here in Pine Grove and I'm on duty two or three weekends out of four. Weekends are meant for that time with others...and now I've had it taken away.
Sorry...I'm just kinda down about what I took on and how I'm going to have to adapt to it. And whether I'm supposed to do this next year. Cause I want to spend time with amber and veronica because they are leaving me after next year.
Please just give me prayers and encouragements. I'm usually the type to say I can do this...but I'm willing to admit I'll need help on this one.
We have to do rounds (outside) four times a night. Starting at 8pm and going all the way until 2:15 am. It's really tiring and on top of that freezing! The other night a room was busted for having close to or over 100 empty beer cans/bottles, like 5 empty fifths of liqour, and then other drinks that were full. On top of that there were two cats hiding out there. Yeah that is the stuff we deal with being RA's. So fun. What did I sign up for...will I ever get used to it? I hope I do...prayers welcome.
On top of all that on duty stuff I'm not allowed to hang out with Zack on those nights I'm on duty. That is really hard especially since there are only three RA's here in Pine Grove and I'm on duty two or three weekends out of four. Weekends are meant for that time with others...and now I've had it taken away.
Sorry...I'm just kinda down about what I took on and how I'm going to have to adapt to it. And whether I'm supposed to do this next year. Cause I want to spend time with amber and veronica because they are leaving me after next year.
Please just give me prayers and encouragements. I'm usually the type to say I can do this...but I'm willing to admit I'll need help on this one.