Can I just have a normal day please?
Things are kinda crazy as of late. Last week was very stressful and now that I got through all that and am ready to move on I am sick. I hate being sick...it makes me all quiet and pouty and no fun to be around.
Also, I am really missing living with my old roomies. I like the room mates I'm living with now but they are all connecting with each other and I feel sorta outta the loop. I am out of the loop for a couple reasons.
1.) I am seriously busier than I've ever been. So I'm never in my room and when I am I'm doing homework with my door shut.
2.) They are freshman, going through things I've already gone through. I'm an old junior and an RAA. So there is that wall there between the freshman girls and the junior RAA. It isn't bad but it is definitely there.
So I'm kinda struggling with that. I just miss my old roomies so much. I miss them coming and distracting me from my work. I miss the movie nights. I miss the procrastinating because we would start talking in the living room and end up talking for hours.
It was nice when veronica was here yesterday and distracted me from my work. We talked for two and half hours. It wasn't planned but it is exactly what would happen if I was their roomy still.
I'm still very happy to be an RAA. I've met sooooo many great peopl through it. But now I'm kinda getting past the honeymoon phase and into the man this is for the rest of the year phase.
Why did I have to have such great roomies last year!?!
Also, I'm missing my camp friends and a couple high school friends. I miss the humor we have at camp. I miss the comfort of having those friends you grew up with...who already know your past. I'm just in a I miss people kinda mood. I'll get over it. Why has God given me such great people in my life. If only you all would be big jerks I wouldn't be struggling with this. You stupid good friends! I love you.
Also, I am really missing living with my old roomies. I like the room mates I'm living with now but they are all connecting with each other and I feel sorta outta the loop. I am out of the loop for a couple reasons.
1.) I am seriously busier than I've ever been. So I'm never in my room and when I am I'm doing homework with my door shut.
2.) They are freshman, going through things I've already gone through. I'm an old junior and an RAA. So there is that wall there between the freshman girls and the junior RAA. It isn't bad but it is definitely there.
So I'm kinda struggling with that. I just miss my old roomies so much. I miss them coming and distracting me from my work. I miss the movie nights. I miss the procrastinating because we would start talking in the living room and end up talking for hours.
It was nice when veronica was here yesterday and distracted me from my work. We talked for two and half hours. It wasn't planned but it is exactly what would happen if I was their roomy still.
I'm still very happy to be an RAA. I've met sooooo many great peopl through it. But now I'm kinda getting past the honeymoon phase and into the man this is for the rest of the year phase.
Why did I have to have such great roomies last year!?!
Also, I'm missing my camp friends and a couple high school friends. I miss the humor we have at camp. I miss the comfort of having those friends you grew up with...who already know your past. I'm just in a I miss people kinda mood. I'll get over it. Why has God given me such great people in my life. If only you all would be big jerks I wouldn't be struggling with this. You stupid good friends! I love you.