coz i know now, you are so much more than arithmetic
yes.
im the mother of all procastinators.
i keep saying, this it it, another 5 mins, another 10 mins, and ill start studying. ive been doing it for the past week, and i havent learnt a line.
im so tired of going down the same path every time exams come around.
so, its been a while since ive updated. whats been happening. not much.
ramadan has started, and yes, i do fast:S nothing religious, as i dont pray or do anything "islamic". its just a habit. a norm. something im used to.
although exams are here, so i dont think ill keep that many.
i was thinkin last night, abt how fascinated i am with fountains. i feel the same joy as i felt when i was 5 , upon seeing a fountain. I feel young again. I intend to jump into a few once summer is fully here(aaah cant wait).
So, the whole deal with Singapore is that every Singaporean male citizen has to join the army for 2 years. its mandatory. So my Singaporean friend, Keefe moved to NZ a couple of years ago, and now if he wants to go back, he has to set a date for when he is to join the army. You can postpone it to a later date, but you have to pay $75 000!!!
Which his parents have done, so now he has decided to join the army after he graduates which is in 5 yrs. Keefe does not like the idea of spending two years of his life when he could establish himself, but he has no choice, its either that or never going back to singapore. I feel the same way as him. Like in MAlaysia, its both males and females, and they have to do it for 3 mths only, but two whole years is A LOTT!! so i was talking to my dad about how i did not like the idea of it, and he got all anal on me and started shouting on how selfish i was to think like that? how anti-patriotic i was. not willing to train for the defense of my country(im not singaporean, he just meant the situation).i know us humans are all very selfish beings, but i never thought in this instance, thinking negatively about joinin the army was such a bad thing. SO is it really me being a bad human being or a lot of others would think like me?
On somthing lighter, there are only 3 more sex and the city episodes to go. god, that is sadddddd:(
So i had my birthday. GOD I HATE BIRTHDAYS!! just another reminder of how i have wasted another year of my life. *tear* i got a Lancome lipgloss from Afsana which cost $42!!!! fucken hell, me being the stingy person, as if im ever gonna use it. i mean its a very nice lipgloss, but i could have brought 3 lipglosses with that $$. SAz got me this veryyyyyy nice funkyy bra and matching hotpants(mm) which i had been eyeing(is that how u spell it?) for a while. its like this so kewwwwwll..drooool.I shall post pix up later.
My parents r broke, so they only gave me $100 which was very much appreciated, as it can go towards my digital camera(hopefully). And am yet, to get a few more prezzies by other friends. lol. i sound desperate.
i had a haircut few weeks ago. I love long hair, but i had to cut it coz my hair is so damaged, and the bottom bits were all frizzy and frayed. eek.
i have to start using deeeeep conditioners and also maybe go on supplements.
i cant afford to go bald, im alreday 3/4 the way there.
ok, mom needs the fone, i shall end my rant here.
im the mother of all procastinators.
i keep saying, this it it, another 5 mins, another 10 mins, and ill start studying. ive been doing it for the past week, and i havent learnt a line.
im so tired of going down the same path every time exams come around.
so, its been a while since ive updated. whats been happening. not much.
ramadan has started, and yes, i do fast:S nothing religious, as i dont pray or do anything "islamic". its just a habit. a norm. something im used to.
although exams are here, so i dont think ill keep that many.
i was thinkin last night, abt how fascinated i am with fountains. i feel the same joy as i felt when i was 5 , upon seeing a fountain. I feel young again. I intend to jump into a few once summer is fully here(aaah cant wait).
So, the whole deal with Singapore is that every Singaporean male citizen has to join the army for 2 years. its mandatory. So my Singaporean friend, Keefe moved to NZ a couple of years ago, and now if he wants to go back, he has to set a date for when he is to join the army. You can postpone it to a later date, but you have to pay $75 000!!!
Which his parents have done, so now he has decided to join the army after he graduates which is in 5 yrs. Keefe does not like the idea of spending two years of his life when he could establish himself, but he has no choice, its either that or never going back to singapore. I feel the same way as him. Like in MAlaysia, its both males and females, and they have to do it for 3 mths only, but two whole years is A LOTT!! so i was talking to my dad about how i did not like the idea of it, and he got all anal on me and started shouting on how selfish i was to think like that? how anti-patriotic i was. not willing to train for the defense of my country(im not singaporean, he just meant the situation).i know us humans are all very selfish beings, but i never thought in this instance, thinking negatively about joinin the army was such a bad thing. SO is it really me being a bad human being or a lot of others would think like me?
On somthing lighter, there are only 3 more sex and the city episodes to go. god, that is sadddddd:(
So i had my birthday. GOD I HATE BIRTHDAYS!! just another reminder of how i have wasted another year of my life. *tear* i got a Lancome lipgloss from Afsana which cost $42!!!! fucken hell, me being the stingy person, as if im ever gonna use it. i mean its a very nice lipgloss, but i could have brought 3 lipglosses with that $$. SAz got me this veryyyyyy nice funkyy bra and matching hotpants(mm) which i had been eyeing(is that how u spell it?) for a while. its like this so kewwwwwll..drooool.I shall post pix up later.
My parents r broke, so they only gave me $100 which was very much appreciated, as it can go towards my digital camera(hopefully). And am yet, to get a few more prezzies by other friends. lol. i sound desperate.
i had a haircut few weeks ago. I love long hair, but i had to cut it coz my hair is so damaged, and the bottom bits were all frizzy and frayed. eek.
i have to start using deeeeep conditioners and also maybe go on supplements.
i cant afford to go bald, im alreday 3/4 the way there.
ok, mom needs the fone, i shall end my rant here.