FRIEND

Dec 07, 2005 04:34

friend n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

love n.
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

3. a) Sexual passion.
b) Sexual intercourse.
c) A love affair.

4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.

7. A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
8. The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
9. Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
10. Sports. A zero score in tennis.

JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT MEANS

Good way to begin that.

For everyone

This is the last message I'm sending you.

my FRIENDS (see above)

For a good while now I have pondered my haste in which to LOVE (see above) those who do right by me.

Silly though it is I am now creating my own problems.

Betrayals come from too much hope and trust freely given to the undeserving. A mistake I shall strive not to make again.

I apologise for being so abrupt.

Within the past week I have become more and more disconnected from this rock.

You might think, take action Mr Burke! End your existence! But I cannot. My good FRIEND (see above) Mr Reilly has convinced me that in the lack of other evidence I must proceed under the presumption that anything could happen at the point of death, possibly worse.

With that in mind. I just wanted to say, I'm afraid I am now physically exhausted trying to make sense of things. Of myself. It's unfortunately time to end the chase.

I have tried so hard to keep my most treasured and beautiful relationships alive but the nature of the universe is in change and directional change. I could never have expected any of you to stay loyal in such a state of flux.

To one of you in particular. I was afraid that telling you this would mean never speaking to you again but as that is unlikely anyway I want you to know.

I've thought about you every day for the past few months and it's driving me insane. I can't do this any more knowing those feelings cannot be returned. I am truly sorry. Even if you're not. Goodbye.

Incidentally we are playing on Thursday night. Expect to see little difference in my behaviour at that time. I am rather adept at not giving too much away.

If you ever wanted to REALLY know me people, well I'm sorry. I just can't open up to you. I can't trust you any more.

Bye
x
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