Always a long time

[buriednova]

I guess it's always a long time til I'm here again.

I don't think anyone even reads this at all.

Things are alright. Seems like a constant state of being: alright, okay, fine.

Part of my life is great. For the first time in a long time.

Then there's the dissatisfaction with everything else. The not knowing what road to choose that will make me happy.

I guess everyone feels this way. I just don't want to.

If anyone is out there...

Say hi.