May 18, 2005 16:04
I HATE MYSLEF
NO ONE CARES NO ONE WILL CALL OR SEE IF IM ALL RIGHT I GIVE UP IM DONE
IM BETTER DEAD IM HATE MYSELF MORE THAN ANYTHING
IM POINTLESS
IM UGLY
IM FAT
IM LOSING IT
IM NOT GOING TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING IN LIFE
IM SELF CENTERED
I SHOULD DO YOU ALL A FAVOR AND DISAPEER
YOU DON'T GET HOW MUCH I WANT TO DISAPEER YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND I HAVE FINALLY SNAPED I CAN'T TAKE IT I FEEL WORTHLESS MORE SO THEN EVER BEFOR I DON'T KNOW WHAT HONESTALLY IS KEEPING ME FROM THE BLADE THE PILLS AND THE END OF IT ALL ITS NOT ANYTHING HERE IT SOMETHING INSIDE BUT I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT
BUT WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS YOU STILL WON'T CARE
IM DONE I'VE CRACKED
THIS ISN'T AMIED AT ANY ONE IN SPECIFIC SO DON'T GO MAKING IT ABOUT YOU I WROTE MORE ORGIONALLY BUT IT GOT DELETED
SO I PRAY GOD WILL TAKE ME BEFOR I GET TO ME