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May 18, 2005 16:04


I HATE MYSLEF

NO ONE CARES NO ONE WILL CALL OR SEE IF IM ALL RIGHT I GIVE UP IM DONE

IM BETTER DEAD  IM HATE MYSELF MORE THAN ANYTHING

IM POINTLESS

IM UGLY

IM FAT

IM LOSING IT

IM NOT GOING TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING IN LIFE

IM SELF CENTERED

I SHOULD DO YOU ALL A FAVOR AND DISAPEER

YOU DON'T GET HOW MUCH I WANT TO DISAPEER YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND I HAVE FINALLY SNAPED I CAN'T TAKE IT I FEEL WORTHLESS MORE SO THEN EVER BEFOR I DON'T KNOW WHAT HONESTALLY IS KEEPING ME FROM THE BLADE THE PILLS AND THE END OF IT ALL ITS NOT ANYTHING HERE IT SOMETHING INSIDE BUT I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT

BUT WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS YOU STILL WON'T CARE

IM DONE I'VE CRACKED

THIS ISN'T AMIED AT ANY ONE IN SPECIFIC SO DON'T GO MAKING IT ABOUT YOU  I WROTE MORE ORGIONALLY BUT IT GOT DELETED

SO I PRAY GOD WILL TAKE ME BEFOR I GET TO ME
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