No Problems
So after not talking to him for a whole two days, I spoke with Ben. We're friends - and trust, it's difficult for me right now - but I appreciate it. I mean, friends is better than nothing - right??
Anyway, this past Friday night was Norm's 25th birthday, so I went out with him, Craig, Nick, Laura, and a few other guys to celebrate. We hit up the Electric Blue first - mind you I've never been to a titty bar or strip club before - but the girls weren't all that impressive, so we decided to drive up to Madi Gras in Springfield. The place was AMAZING - there were 2 floors and several different rooms, each room with it's own theme and own musical selection. So get this --- I'm in line at the bar when I hear my name, I turn around and one of the girls from my Senior Sem. class is standing in front of me - yea, she definitely works there. I talked with her for a bit and she's going to Greece in January with me, so we might room together ... could be an interesting time. I also saw RHunter there which was kinda strange because he tried acting sly like he never goes to strip clubs - it was cute. I do have to say though - and Laura agreed with me - there were an abundance of good looking guys there ...
Saturday night I went up to Mohegan Sun with my mom and Lisa. We met up with Ray, PeeJ, and one of PeeJ's friends. I had a good night on the craps table - losing almost everything, then coming back to break even. Definitely had fun with the guys - they were a total trip. And .... I saw some people from high school - like Kevin L. and Jeff W. - so that made for an interesting time.
Since I've been back at school I've been keeping myself busy - bascially going out every night because if I sit home, I think about everything that's happened and I drive myself insane. So I've been out to dinner with Craig, gone to the mall with Gary, chilled with the guys, tonight I'm going to ES to see Tony's band, and then this weekend is jam packed with plans.
So I guess what I'm saying is that I'm doing good - it's been rough but I think I'll make it through this, and after all is said and done, I'll only be stronger for it. It was an amazing year - but now just like him, I have to move on. I've been thinking alot lately about my plans for what to do after school - I thought I had it all figured out, but I now need to rethink a lot of things. I've got a meeting tomorrow about possible job opportunities and I've done some searching online - it's going to take some time but I'll pick myself up again and continue doing what I've got to do. I think the best advice I'd ever received was from Kim right after shit went down with Blue and I - she told me, "don't worry about anyone else, just do you." So that's what I'm gonna do. For now I'm out -- I'll update again soon.
Later dayz y'all.
Anyway, this past Friday night was Norm's 25th birthday, so I went out with him, Craig, Nick, Laura, and a few other guys to celebrate. We hit up the Electric Blue first - mind you I've never been to a titty bar or strip club before - but the girls weren't all that impressive, so we decided to drive up to Madi Gras in Springfield. The place was AMAZING - there were 2 floors and several different rooms, each room with it's own theme and own musical selection. So get this --- I'm in line at the bar when I hear my name, I turn around and one of the girls from my Senior Sem. class is standing in front of me - yea, she definitely works there. I talked with her for a bit and she's going to Greece in January with me, so we might room together ... could be an interesting time. I also saw RHunter there which was kinda strange because he tried acting sly like he never goes to strip clubs - it was cute. I do have to say though - and Laura agreed with me - there were an abundance of good looking guys there ...
Saturday night I went up to Mohegan Sun with my mom and Lisa. We met up with Ray, PeeJ, and one of PeeJ's friends. I had a good night on the craps table - losing almost everything, then coming back to break even. Definitely had fun with the guys - they were a total trip. And .... I saw some people from high school - like Kevin L. and Jeff W. - so that made for an interesting time.
Since I've been back at school I've been keeping myself busy - bascially going out every night because if I sit home, I think about everything that's happened and I drive myself insane. So I've been out to dinner with Craig, gone to the mall with Gary, chilled with the guys, tonight I'm going to ES to see Tony's band, and then this weekend is jam packed with plans.
So I guess what I'm saying is that I'm doing good - it's been rough but I think I'll make it through this, and after all is said and done, I'll only be stronger for it. It was an amazing year - but now just like him, I have to move on. I've been thinking alot lately about my plans for what to do after school - I thought I had it all figured out, but I now need to rethink a lot of things. I've got a meeting tomorrow about possible job opportunities and I've done some searching online - it's going to take some time but I'll pick myself up again and continue doing what I've got to do. I think the best advice I'd ever received was from Kim right after shit went down with Blue and I - she told me, "don't worry about anyone else, just do you." So that's what I'm gonna do. For now I'm out -- I'll update again soon.
Later dayz y'all.