Hold On Tightly, Let Go Lightly
I'm still here ... barely. I think my love for all things myspace has taken over the importance of livejournal. No offense livejournal because you've been very good to me, and I'm forever indebted to you.
Life is good. Life could be better. Issues with Jimmy are still unresolved - one minute we're done and not talking for extended periods of time, and the next we're picking up right where we left off. Shorty is away at Bryant and I miss the brat - her soccer season is coming to a close and hopefully that will mean that she'll be back home more often than she had been during the season. As for the rest of my family - it seems as if I'm slowly losing contact with them ... or at least our communication has become less and less frequent. My mom and I used to talk everyday, now it's only every few days, and my dad and myself will go for a week or two without speaking. It sucks because I love them dearly, I guess I just need to place a little more effort into my relationships with them.
My social life is kicking - but then again when hasn't it been. I've been going out every Thursday to Hartford, Friday's and Saturday's I'm at a party or if not, I'm in Hartford. Wednesday's have turned into casino nights, and if it's not the casino, it's the Bidwell. I may need to cut back on going out - but the thought of that makes me insane, because although I love my apartment and living alone, it's, well, lonely ...
In other news, I've recently become obsessed with Ares. I first downloaded it about a year ago and only downloaded music every now and then, but I think I've downloaded 300+ songs in the last 2 months. I'm really into downloading small time rock/emo/alternative bands that I know nothing about. For instance:
Brighten - "Friends For Lovers"
Augustana - "Boston"
The Working Title - "The Mary Getaway"
So They Say - "Looking For Answers"
One Less Reason - "A Day To Be Alone"
Brandtson - "Grace Thinks I'm A Failure"
The Scene Aesthetic - "Beauty In The Breakdown"
Graham Colton - "Jessica"
Behind Crimson Eyes - "Empty Promises"
Kid Courageous - "Life's A Movie"
Abandoned Pools - "Goodbye Song"
Stars - "The Big Fight"
Boys Like Girls - "Hero / Heroine"
So now that I've bored you, and I've made myself semi-comatose, I think I'll go shower and claim the couch for the remainder of the evening. Later dayz.
Life is good. Life could be better. Issues with Jimmy are still unresolved - one minute we're done and not talking for extended periods of time, and the next we're picking up right where we left off. Shorty is away at Bryant and I miss the brat - her soccer season is coming to a close and hopefully that will mean that she'll be back home more often than she had been during the season. As for the rest of my family - it seems as if I'm slowly losing contact with them ... or at least our communication has become less and less frequent. My mom and I used to talk everyday, now it's only every few days, and my dad and myself will go for a week or two without speaking. It sucks because I love them dearly, I guess I just need to place a little more effort into my relationships with them.
My social life is kicking - but then again when hasn't it been. I've been going out every Thursday to Hartford, Friday's and Saturday's I'm at a party or if not, I'm in Hartford. Wednesday's have turned into casino nights, and if it's not the casino, it's the Bidwell. I may need to cut back on going out - but the thought of that makes me insane, because although I love my apartment and living alone, it's, well, lonely ...
In other news, I've recently become obsessed with Ares. I first downloaded it about a year ago and only downloaded music every now and then, but I think I've downloaded 300+ songs in the last 2 months. I'm really into downloading small time rock/emo/alternative bands that I know nothing about. For instance:
Brighten - "Friends For Lovers"
Augustana - "Boston"
The Working Title - "The Mary Getaway"
So They Say - "Looking For Answers"
One Less Reason - "A Day To Be Alone"
Brandtson - "Grace Thinks I'm A Failure"
The Scene Aesthetic - "Beauty In The Breakdown"
Graham Colton - "Jessica"
Behind Crimson Eyes - "Empty Promises"
Kid Courageous - "Life's A Movie"
Abandoned Pools - "Goodbye Song"
Stars - "The Big Fight"
Boys Like Girls - "Hero / Heroine"
So now that I've bored you, and I've made myself semi-comatose, I think I'll go shower and claim the couch for the remainder of the evening. Later dayz.