Remember All the Simple Things You Know
Well my classes have been alright ... Forensics is fucking amazing - no joke, if I don't end up working with juveniles I'm going into the forensic field. Work has been a blast --- Paul works at the bookstore now, the new assistant manager is wicked hot shit, and some of the new employees are pretty cool too. Overall things have been looking up.
Ben came down for the night on Friday. We ate dinner at Fire and Ice, walked through the mall, and then came back here and watched a movie. I miss him - ALOT. We're still on our break and there's times when I think I made a big mistake by suggesting it, but I know everything will work out for the best. And no matter what happens, I'll always love him.
So I mentioned something in a previous entry about wishing for a cool dream, well it happened --- last night I had a dream about Doyle and Brendan. In the dream they both died and I woke up crying. Now that's not a COOL dream, cause I love both of them very much, but it was a dream that I can write about. Anyway, I woke up an absolute mess. When I found out they had died, it felt like my heart had just been ripped out. I couldn't breath cause I was crying so hard. It was one of those dreams that you could feel everything and it hurt so bad. And I'm not sure why I dreamed about them but perhaps it's because I haven't seen or talked to either of them in quite sometime. See, the worst part of growing up and moving on is losing touch with people who mean the world to you. So I IM'd Brendan today and we chatted for a bit, and I'm glad to say that the coolest thing about my relationship with him and Doyle is that no matter how long we go without talking to each other - when we do talk, it's like we never skipped a beat. I miss both of them very much and hope to be able to hang out with them soon.
So as not to end this entry quite so depressing ... other notes of randomness --- Joe P called the other day asking if I wanted to go to the Pig's Eye with himself and Connor (obviously I didn't cause I'm in RI). Rey Viera called totally out of the blue just to say hello. And Barbieri might be coming to my school tonight cause he's been evacuated from his school in Florida due to the hurricane and his ex (a frosh here) has invited him down. *deep breath - exhale* Had to get that all in one sentence :)
Anyway --- Beowulf calls
Ben came down for the night on Friday. We ate dinner at Fire and Ice, walked through the mall, and then came back here and watched a movie. I miss him - ALOT. We're still on our break and there's times when I think I made a big mistake by suggesting it, but I know everything will work out for the best. And no matter what happens, I'll always love him.
So I mentioned something in a previous entry about wishing for a cool dream, well it happened --- last night I had a dream about Doyle and Brendan. In the dream they both died and I woke up crying. Now that's not a COOL dream, cause I love both of them very much, but it was a dream that I can write about. Anyway, I woke up an absolute mess. When I found out they had died, it felt like my heart had just been ripped out. I couldn't breath cause I was crying so hard. It was one of those dreams that you could feel everything and it hurt so bad. And I'm not sure why I dreamed about them but perhaps it's because I haven't seen or talked to either of them in quite sometime. See, the worst part of growing up and moving on is losing touch with people who mean the world to you. So I IM'd Brendan today and we chatted for a bit, and I'm glad to say that the coolest thing about my relationship with him and Doyle is that no matter how long we go without talking to each other - when we do talk, it's like we never skipped a beat. I miss both of them very much and hope to be able to hang out with them soon.
So as not to end this entry quite so depressing ... other notes of randomness --- Joe P called the other day asking if I wanted to go to the Pig's Eye with himself and Connor (obviously I didn't cause I'm in RI). Rey Viera called totally out of the blue just to say hello. And Barbieri might be coming to my school tonight cause he's been evacuated from his school in Florida due to the hurricane and his ex (a frosh here) has invited him down. *deep breath - exhale* Had to get that all in one sentence :)
Anyway --- Beowulf calls