when you're feeling weak you know im strong enough
i'm happy.
for the first time in... i dont know. i feel completely happy.
andy and i are together now. things are going great. he makes me feel like a genuinely good person and i feel more confident with him... maybe its because everyone thought it would never happen... hell, i never thought it would happen. or maybe its just because he always tells me how awesome he thinks i am... he's more awesome than me.
wednesdays youth group was the best one yet. it was hard for me because i had alot of time to just think about my life and my decisions... but it also gave me an extreme sense of hope. ben taught, he did an amazing job. he said some things that really hit home for me. im changing my life for real this time and im going to be a better person. no matter what it takes.
sunday... tomorrow, im going to boston with my memere, my aunt heidi, my little sister abbi, my cousins donna and jenna, and andy. i feel bad because he is the only guy going... he'll have fun though, im sure.
we're probably going to the boston museum of science, which is rad. im gonna try to get to the quincy market cause andy wants to go there, than we'll do some shopping and such. good times.
for the first time in... i dont know. i feel completely happy.
andy and i are together now. things are going great. he makes me feel like a genuinely good person and i feel more confident with him... maybe its because everyone thought it would never happen... hell, i never thought it would happen. or maybe its just because he always tells me how awesome he thinks i am... he's more awesome than me.
wednesdays youth group was the best one yet. it was hard for me because i had alot of time to just think about my life and my decisions... but it also gave me an extreme sense of hope. ben taught, he did an amazing job. he said some things that really hit home for me. im changing my life for real this time and im going to be a better person. no matter what it takes.
sunday... tomorrow, im going to boston with my memere, my aunt heidi, my little sister abbi, my cousins donna and jenna, and andy. i feel bad because he is the only guy going... he'll have fun though, im sure.
we're probably going to the boston museum of science, which is rad. im gonna try to get to the quincy market cause andy wants to go there, than we'll do some shopping and such. good times.