(no subject)
So Barbara has been home this week and seriously it's been so awesome. I miss her more than anything in this entire world.
And even though it's been months since we've seen eachother, it's like she never left.
Having her here makes me realize just how few good friends I really have. Literally, Matt is it for me. I mean I hang out with some other people I guess, but he's the only one that I can count on and tell everything to here. Barbara has and I hope will always be my very best friend and it's just so hard now to see her and be able to be around her and then watch her leave again. I missed her so much and I miss having a best GIRL friend here. Not that I don't love Matt, because I think we all know I do to death. But it's just nice to have a girl here.
I don't know, I'm just getting all emotional now for no reason. I wish things never changed. I wish we could still see eachother everyday and just all stay together.
I think sometimes I almost feel like I'm left behind though you know?
Like Barbara's doing her thing, Kellyn is at Michigan.
I just bum because it like wasn't my choice for everything to change.
And even though it's been months since we've seen eachother, it's like she never left.
Having her here makes me realize just how few good friends I really have. Literally, Matt is it for me. I mean I hang out with some other people I guess, but he's the only one that I can count on and tell everything to here. Barbara has and I hope will always be my very best friend and it's just so hard now to see her and be able to be around her and then watch her leave again. I missed her so much and I miss having a best GIRL friend here. Not that I don't love Matt, because I think we all know I do to death. But it's just nice to have a girl here.
I don't know, I'm just getting all emotional now for no reason. I wish things never changed. I wish we could still see eachother everyday and just all stay together.
I think sometimes I almost feel like I'm left behind though you know?
Like Barbara's doing her thing, Kellyn is at Michigan.
I just bum because it like wasn't my choice for everything to change.