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May 28, 2006 03:14

My balls itch and I havnt been able to stop scratching them for god sakes. I think Id rather just let there be hair then trim it and deal with growth. Not like Im geting head anyways. UGH

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Nice opening right.....!

Last was a doozy. Tonight was a doozy. I procrastinate until 11 on rather I want to waste my gas to see my hilarious friends in three different parking lots. sometimes when I get home I cant tell which parking lot I liked the best actually... Whatever its tucson, and Im a loser with no fucking apartment. Seriously keisha you might have lost me to the apartment idea again I fucking hate living at home.

I bought a cute little one hitter pipe yesterday along with an half an ounce of weed. I feel its the best drug for me right now. I'm tired of stressing over shit and getting horny when I drink. Im tired of taking beer poops the next morning. I'm ABSOLUTLY TERRIFIED of getting a D.U.I.  No one will make accomodations to drive me because they want in for themselves every night. I guess that works because I cant drive with anyone comfortably expect kelli.

Leslie is a fucking idiot and I've decided not to talk, or rather text, her any more. Ive wasted uhh.. the past 2-3 months to make something at all work. Seeing each other once a week is bullshit. Everything is bullshit. Whatever Im Done.

The year around well known swimmer Al asked if I had a girlfriend.. I said no. Hes like geez Justin you've got the looks and the personality If I could just switch brians with you for one day I'd have four girls for you. I chuckled yea thanks I wish I could pull that off. That would require me actually talking to ONE and I cant even undertake that. Fuck it.. there are women who are outgoing and domineering, Ive met them. Such an excitement when a girl comes and talks to you. Not being cocky, I 'm just not able to make the approach under sober conditions.

The past month or so Ive had feelings for my Ex. I think god, I wish I could just be with her, then I tell myself no theres a reason we broke up. I've thought about mentioning it. Then Im like no whats the point. Whateve Its confusing.

I'm sad that I'm not talking to lauren. I wanted to hang out with her on graduation.

Being around guys ass buff or buffer then me makes me angry. lol. Its like having a viper and a corvette pulls up next to you. You gotta represent or do something lol. Until you friend tells me you did steroids.... as in the case tonight. I WIN YOU LOOSE SUCKA!

Being in a guard office with nothing to do and 17 people talking can be a little annoying. I plan on being under the canopy napping quite often.

Good Night.
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