So much Stress!
Just today- - - I begin to realize the things that go on at my house on a daily basis.
My parents aren't doing well at all. It consists of constant arguing, and my dad always checking up on my mom.
My mom is being so cold to me...(everyday), then all of a sudden she's fine with me.
Yes, It could very well be menopause, or her excuse of my father being obsessed..but either way i'm really getting sick of it all.
When my parents so called "separated" my mom thought my room was now her new home. I have NO privacy at all. I can't spend quality time with Danny without her being all like "I'm tired", "I need the bed", so I basically get kicked out of my room. MY ROOM.
I don't find this fair at all. I never made my mom become who she is today. She wanted "HER SPACE", so if she wanted her space, then she shouldn't invade on my own space. I just feel like everything that's happening is breaking me down more and more each day.
Both my parents just draw me into their problems with each other, and it's killing me.
My dad always asking questions, my mom not so much, but she has her certain times that just make me so upset with it all, that I'm really dieing to just move out.
Life is so hard, I know that, but I'm still growing up, and I can't take much more of this.
If it wasn't for Danny on my side, giving me strength, I would be so weak!
I thank him for everything he's done to make me feel better.
=]
I just hope things get better.
I'm ready to just burst!
Anyways, I got to get some sleep.
Night.
xo
Rachel