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I really don't know where this relationship is going and why it seems that she doesnt care but I dont like it. I really take the time to be with her but it always seems that she has something better to do. When we do spend time with eachother its at a big thing with lots of paople and everytime I try to cuddle with her she seems to pull away. She says she loves me but I wish she would show it. I wanted to spend alone time with her today and when I called her about it she was at a friends house and she invited me to go to our schools football game tonight. I know we wont have any time alone there either. It's really confusing and I wish I knew what to do. I wanted to be with her again so bad and I knew I could make it work. But a one sided effort can't survive. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens...
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