I need to write in my Journal a little more often.

Feb 09, 2008 14:04

Because alot of things are happening. And I forget I should record my history and such in this.

Well recently I asked Sarah Brimhall out to a date. And so she says, well it would have to be a double date. Because she wants to follow church guidelines, and her parents council, and all that good stuff. I respect that decision. So we both know two other fellow chaps. Tiffany Burton and Joshua Ankney. Both good friends of us in church. So we try to set up something we could all do together. So we go through our careful planning and I keep in contact with Josh for the time being, because he had not asked his date. And so it figures that the other people did not really follow through and cooperate. Its fine, its hard. But we didn't get to go on the double date.

So I wanted to make it up to Sarah. Well, I went ahead and just asked if she was able to do anything anyways. But still had to be with some more people, even though she wants to date me. So I said, "allright, Im gonna make it up to you, I'll get you something." So thursday comes around and I go to the store and buy some valentine's chocolate. And I write a note with it.

So I get mitchell to take me over to her house and I ring the bell, and she answers and she says hows shes sorry we couldnt do anything that day. And I give her the present and we hug and I leave. It was really nice. I like her smile. She's real pretty.

I want to sort of point out something. The realness of relationships. How when you are face to face with someone, you can really feel a difference then when you are just chatting away online, because you are just two people at the comfort of your own homes, saying anything with ease, and there's not much room for error to happen, but being flesh and blood right in front of this girl, I feel just a joy, and man, I got something to prove maybe.. And I am glad I am persuing, haha, I really think I ought to persue for someone who is in tune to the spirit, someone that lives the standards of the gospel, and I really cherish my friends in the church. I mean. I love all my friends no question. But my friends in church strengthen me. They are always there, they have the same thirst I have. My friends that don't go to church strengthen me as well in other ways, and they make me happy too. And I am really glad I am friends with Sarah, she is a wonderful girl, she is just so awesome because she really lives the gospel. Which is exactly the kind of girl any guy could want.

I kinda want to laugh at myself for a sec. I am very straight forward. Like, I don't beat around the bush because I am not that savvy. Like, I tell Sarah I am going to get her something. And bam. I show up and thats what I do. I kinda find it funny. I mean. I hope I can keep up conversation of other things when I am with her, because I am just very shy and straightforward.

Ha, looking back a LONG time ago. When I chased after Alissa, I just gave her flowers, and bam. I didn't really leave much space for questions, it was obvious.

But anyways. Music is awesome. I pretty much almost have a band started. I have a drummer and a bassist. But we all need to synchronize ourselves somehow.

And my mom is offering me a job at the place she works. well she told me about it. 8-5 every day except weekend. And its good pay and it will probably do me good. I think I need to get out of chik fil a soon.
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