Sep 02, 2005 08:08
i finished my first week of college. THANK GOD! lol. nah. its not that bad, i'm just tired. things have been really weird b/w justins mom and i lately. i mean, ever since we've been on this break, shes treating me differently. i mean, she basically blamed me for the whole "break/ space thing." wtf! i mean, it wasnt just my idea. then yesterday, she was talking to justin and she said "what is she doing here?" he told me she didnt mean it the way it came out, but i felt VERY uncomfortable. i dont know if shes doing this on purpose or if she has no idea at all. i just wish she would stop treating me like the girl who broke her sons heart. i didnt do anything!
anway, next week is the 10 for 10. this is just going to be wonderful. ill probably be asked to stay longer. i have a feeling next week is just going to be exhausting with work and school. ya know, its a shame that i have 3 days off and i have to be to work each one of em. theres no sleeping in for me.