here we go again...
okay, so i am finally going to explain what my last enty meant. okay, well, everyone basically knows that i have been living with my brother fo the past year bc of my asshole step-father. i mean, it hasnt been WONDERFUL here, but i really thought things were going to be pkay for a while. boy was i wrong. well, jeff and donna have been argueing on and off for ever now, and let me tell you, ITS BEEN A NIGHTMARE! it got so bad that one night they were beating on each other (while drunk) and my mother had to literally pry them off of each other. did i mention they were doing this in front of their 2 kids?? well, now its to the point where they arnt talking to each other, yet donna is on a war path. this basically means that shes being a bicth to my mom and myself. well, she decides that shes going to raise my moms rent, which my mom CANT AFFORD! when we moved in here donna and jeff said we didnt have to pay anything, BUT my mother said she couldnt do that. so my mom gets pissed when she hears she needs to give the stupid bitch more money. my mom decides that we could live somewhere elese for that amount a month and not be stuck here. so my mom goes to see a lawyer and decides shes filling for bankruptcy. i have to help my mom pay for rent when we move. i dont mind bc i want to get the hell out of here. im just worried that we wont find a place and this will have been for nothing. i mean, my mother has great credit and now its all going down the drain. im so pissed. i mean, once things start to look up for me they always go down hill. and ya know, on top of helping pay for rent, i have to pary for college all by myself. yeah i get partial scholarship but that only covers SOME. i swear, all i will have time for is work and studying. i have no social life as it is. ugh...i'm fine though. i'll get through. i always do.