no...we are not back together *yet*...
why do all of you people assume eric and i are getting back together? maybe we just want to be *friends that kiss* (don't ask...it's my dad). i don't know what eric and i are right now. it's somewhere between friends and going out. whatever it is, it seems to be working...sort of. i wish he would talk about it with me. the most he's said about it so far is, "the past two weeks have been hell. are we friends or more than that?" and he won't actually talk about it. i've tried to talk to him, but someone is always around, and heaven forbid anyone else hear. grr...eric, i know you never read this thing, but we need to talk about this. you're the one that said the past two weeks have been hell...let's figure out how to make that not so. (by the way, i'm not angry, if i seem like i am. i'm just letting my thoughts seep out and appear here. they in no way convey the real emotions i am feeling. i can't really describe what it is that i AM feeling.)
i just realized that i can't really read this color on my page. i really like this color too. dang it.
i should go finish cleaning my room so i can actually breathe in there. i'll update later when i get done shopping and what not. HA! jamie, i just typed what not...i did it again, too.