Feb 06, 2006 10:17
WELL TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY AT MY NEW JOB. I AM WORKING AT ACI COMPUTER SOLUTIONS IN APPALACHIA. ALL I DO IS ANSWER THE PHONE AND CLEAN FOR RIGHT NOW, AND I GET TO PLAY ON THE NET SO THAT IS ANOTHER PLUS. I LOVE MY BOSS TO DEATH HE IS A GOOD GUY.I THINK I WILL REALLY LOVE THIS JOB ALOT.IT IS CLOSER TO HOMW AND THE SCHEDULES AREN'T CRAZY. I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS. NOW I JUST NEED TO GET JOSH OFF TO WORK AND WE WILL BE FINE I GUESS..
I AM SO CONFUSED WITH LIFE! HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEONE, BUT NOT SURE THAT, THAT SOMEONE IS THE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH? I DON'T KNOW I LOVE HIM AND ALL, BUT SOMETIMES I AM JUST NOT HAPPY! HE HAS DONE ALOT BETTER I HAVE TO GIVE HIM CREDIT FOR THAT. IT'S JUST NOT WHAT I WANT SOMETIMES.WE JUST WANT TWO DIFFERENT THINGS IN LIFE...
I WANT TO GET MARRIED AND HE DON'T, I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE AND HE DON'T, I WANT MORE KIDS AND HE IS NOT SURE IF THAT IS WHAT HE WANT'S, I WANT TO NAME THEM ONE THING AND HE WANTS TO NAME THEM ANOTHER. I LIKE PUTTING KAMALYNN IN PAGEANTS AND HE DON'T.CAN WE EVER AGREE ON ONE THING?
HE HAS HELPED CLEAN SINCE HE HAS NOT BEEN WORKING, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE. I ASK HIM TO DO SOMETHING AND YOU WOULD THINK THAT IT IS GOING TO KILL HIM. I AM TIRED OF ASKING HIM A SIMPLE QUESTION AND HE BITES MY HEAD OFF AND YOU WOULD THINK THAT I AM A COMPLETE TARD.
*** ON ANOTHER BETTER NOTE KAMALYNN IS DOING GOOD GROWING LIKE CRAZY AND OF COURSE STILL A MOMMY'S GURL, BUT WHY WOULDN'T SHE BE>!>!SHE HAS HAD A LIL' COLD BUT NOTHING BAD SHE HAS TO GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR TOMORROW SO WE WILL SEE HOW MUCH MORE MEDICINE HE PUTS HER ON.I HATE THAT MAN I WANT TO SWITCH HER.
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL I GET MY TAX'S BACK AND I CAN GET A CAR AND I DON'T HAVE TO DEPEND ON HIM FOR EVERYTHING. HE GETS SO IRRATATED WHEN I ASK HIM TO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE. I JUST HATE ASKING ANYBODY TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME ANYMORE. I DON'T FEEL RIGHT ASKING.
WELL JUST THOUGHT I WOULD UPDATE AND WHINE A LIL' SO IM GOING TO JUST TAKE OUT SOME TRASH AND WAIT ON JASON TO GET BACK.
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