Jan 16, 2006 23:01
yup so today was probably THE worst day ever.
It didnt start out to badly...i didnt fall asleep in bio, then i went to conditioning and we did this lap/sprints and i finished second...then it just kinda went down hill
not really untill tonight
worked on 18 questions for econ for almost 4 hours...yeap soooooooo frustrated
called my mom...she helped....then we still didnt get them all right so jeanelle helped me figure out which i got wrong..thanks so much!!! she def. helped calm me down.
i have some sort of allergic reaction to new lotion i got...or something i dont really even know...but all i know is have these lil bumps all of the backs of my legs, the underside of my arms, on my sides, and around my eyes...it doesnt look real bad and u cant really see it if u dont look hard, but it itches and i'm self concious about it. i'm on zertec and benedril and have to use this other kind of lotion...ugh i hate it...
not to mention that the 17th of every month depresses me so much...only a select few people know why....not gunna go into it...saddens me more...
i feel so far behind..i'm not really i just dont know where to start...
ok and for real...i quit...i quit boys...seriously they just mess with my head and dont even care...and frustrate me....and i just dont know what to do anymore...i'm so dumb for ever feeling what i felt...so yup i quit...i hate the whole situation
whatever who care anymore...i guess i'm just gunna go sleep this all off and start fresh in the morning.
really people i need some love....
BURCH