Dec 13, 2005 00:56
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.
thats how i felt for a really long time, and now that i think of it, the only part that holds true now is how i hate how i was....i was not a good person, and i dont like how pyscho i was about certain stuff....but i cant do anything about it now
i love him and i always will, but whatever? it wont change anything so i'm moving on and i'm having so much fun! i love my friends and really thats all i need...they will always be there for me and i know that...
when...eventually....i do find someone that makes me happy again it will be amazing...but for right now i'm just gunna enjoy life...i've learned even if it gets lonely theres nothing better than your friends, and when that guy comes around that makes me feel wonderful again it will be great...but really... your girls are ALWAYS going to be there no matter how bad u fuck up hahaha
i love you guys!! all of you!!!
leave some lovin
Burch