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The whole town of Woodbury is like frozen.
My friends are so upset and I don't know what to do. It absolutely kills me to see everyone in so much pain. Usually if my friends are upset I can talk to them and get them to laugh or find some way to cheer them up, but this is different. The only way to make it better is to bring Chris back, but I'm not God. I have no control over this. I didn't know Chris, but I know how it feels to lose your friend. I remember how it felt when Todd comitted suicide. I've never felt more intense pain in all my life, and I know that that's how Stoof and Matt and everyone else feels...only its worst because they were even closer to Chris then I was with Todd. You can talk to people and try to comfort them all you want, but nothing will work. It gets easier in time, but it still doesn't make it go away.
I just want to go up to everyone and give them a hug and to tell them it will be okay. I just want to fix this, but I know that I can't. I'm so worried about everyone, too. Matt and Stoof...these is like funeral 4,000 for them. They've been through this with friends and family members so many times already. It's so sad. How many times can you bend before you break? I'm really worried about them. They're tough kids, I just hope they can pull through this one again. I know how hard this is in them. And poor Mikey V...Chris's best friend brother. I can't even imagine. You can't have Mikey V without Chris. That's like asking for a hamburger without a bun. It just doesn't seem right.
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I love all of you guys, and if you ever need me...I'm here for you.