[Apharsites]
[handwriting starts off small and tidy, grows increasingly larger and more agitated as entry goes on.]
I thought I was dealing with the fallout from the mall trip okay. I don't cringe when I see Ichigo--I just twitch a little. Which is a good thing, right? I thought when I saw him the first time after that, I'd be scared shitless, but instead, I was pissed off.
I guess that's another legitimate reaction.
I act like I'm okay around him, because the boy needs a friend right now, but--
I don't know. I know that if Chase had shot him I'd be incredibly upset. But this whole--monster transformation thing kind of kills me. He could become that at any instant and kill us all.
All that aside, Ichi is a good kid. I just don't know what to do about this situation.
[teardrops blot the bottom of the page.]
I guess the best thing to do is to talk to him. I'll have to, next time I see him.
I thought I was dealing with the fallout from the mall trip okay. I don't cringe when I see Ichigo--I just twitch a little. Which is a good thing, right? I thought when I saw him the first time after that, I'd be scared shitless, but instead, I was pissed off.
I guess that's another legitimate reaction.
I act like I'm okay around him, because the boy needs a friend right now, but--
I don't know. I know that if Chase had shot him I'd be incredibly upset. But this whole--monster transformation thing kind of kills me. He could become that at any instant and kill us all.
All that aside, Ichi is a good kid. I just don't know what to do about this situation.
[teardrops blot the bottom of the page.]
I guess the best thing to do is to talk to him. I'll have to, next time I see him.