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Jul 26, 2003 22:33

What a week. I feel so busy but so little is accomplished. Occasionally I feel stuck in an endless rut of workschoolworkschoolsleepeatworkwork. BLAH. However, there is hope for the future.

I feel so excited and full of energy anticipation plans for later on in life. It's so funny, I know the Micah of 10 years ago would be proud of the way I think today. Is that a good thing? Am I just not maturing? I dunno.

I'm still a little afraid of putting down my aspirations and plans for the future on LJ. I'm not totally sure why, I just know some people will be offended, some people will think I'm foolish, some people will think I'm a do gooder, some people won't take me seriously. Hmmm. I think I need to give more background before I can tell what's going to be happening.

Maybe this next week I'll focus on giving my life story.

Maybe I'll just whine more.

Hmmm.

Evidently not too many people are reading these posts anyway, so maybe it doesn't really matter. I need this though. If you are reading this, do you feel like your life is stuck in a pattern that you won't be able to break. Everybody is setting up their lives so "perfectly" and so much like everybody else. If you're in college, what are you feeling?

Hmmm.

Anyway, a haiku and a poem for the day.

We meet up again,
We're both fake and pretentious
exasperating

I'll fly sooner or later
You'll see when you hold me down
I'll take you with me
Seal the expression and frown
Are you comfortable?
That's good, I was and I hate it
How could I be with them so
They'll lie down and you'll sit
Without a second thought
Apparently the impression
was the you cared
but your self confession
left more to be desired
I'll go. Try and stop me.
You can stay, I don't care.
Don't you dare try and stop me.

*sigh*

PleasePLEASE leave a post! I want to meet people. I want to share! Arigato gosaimasu.
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